Quitting smoking.

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Let today be the last day, day 0 of me smoking.

Im going to come in everyday at around 12am and pledge to not smoke throughout the day.

I also intend to come and start typing here, everytime i think about smoking.

Please lord give me power. Please lord have mercy.

 

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Or maybe i start this from tomorrow. And smoke a ciggy today..

Is this cravings? Just the thought of going smokeless, having just not smoked my morning cigarette, my brain cells are playing all sorts of tricks on me.

On a technicality, i said id come every night and pledge. I forgot about thid pledge last night... does that leave me with an open loophole?

 

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Failed - 1.5 cigi smoked. Surely doing one more.

 

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Failed - 1.5 cigi smoked. Surely doing one more.

Let us start from tomorrow I will join

 

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Let us start from tomorrow I will join

Yes bro. In that anticipation, ive already smoked like 3 more.
Total 4.5 thus far!

 

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Hate myself, im obsessing again. 5.5. (Did one more basically.)

 

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Not to respiral on self loathing but - plus 1. Im absolutely misusing my last day.

6.5


Literally scared for tomorrow.

Jai shree krishna - save me soul

 

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And made the worst decision of my life.

Another ciggy (+2). And a more powerful ciggy. Iykwim.

8.5 + big 1 --> considering next hour.

 

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+1 today. Real control.

 

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+2 , total 3 so far.

 

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Then i did one more last night for a total of 4 and already did 4 today.

Ive lost it. Anyone offering some sort of help?

 

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+1 = 5 today

 

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+1 = 6. Bas! Kalse im not smoking.
Enough.
Guys dpnt let me breathe if i smoke. Please.

 

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Big 1!
Sanity check.

 

[timid]

Big 1!
Sanity check.

Let's go 1day is hardest, come on u can clear the week . Just be better person

 

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Let's go 1day is hardest, come on u can clear the week . Just be better person

I cant. I really am unable to. SK isnt giving me that power.

 

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3 today. Damn me.

 

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3 today. Damn me.

Have some chewing gum all the time or eat choclate it will help trust me

 

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+3 , and m sure m gonna do +2

 

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Guess what, i did 7 only, as compared to my anticipated 9. fell asleep before i could reach there.

7 for yesterday. Lets see today