LOVECUNTS
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I need to put this out honestly, even though it isn’t easy to admit. For the last 11 years of my marriage, intimacy has been almost absent. In over a decade together, we have been physically involved barely 50 times, despite my repeated requests and attempts to bridge the gap. For the past 4 years, there has been no physical closeness at all.This continued neglect has left me feeling unwanted, rejected, and emotionally drained. I invested my precious years believing things would get better, but I now realize I have wasted a big part of my life holding on to expectations that were never fulfilled.Because of this long and painful void, I have made the decision to look outside the marriage for fun and intimacy — something I never imagined myself doing when I entered this relationship. It feels wrong to admit, yet I cannot ignore my own needs any longer.I cannot break this marriage, since it began as a so-called love marriage, and I know the weight it carries socially and emotionally. Still, I have reached a point where I cannot pretend everything is fine. This is my confession: I have sought connection beyond my marriage, not out of malice, but out of sheer loneliness and the emptiness I have been carrying for years.If someone out there is in the same boat as me, struggling with the same emptiness and looking for genuine companionship, she can reach out to me.
If you have some other suggestions other than divorce then kindly let me know....
If you have some other suggestions other than divorce then kindly let me know....
