Blow job Practise

[uvula]

Ok lemme say smth first.
I have never given a bj my whole life( 19 btw)
And from the infinite smut I read so far, I find bjs sorta close to what I consider degradation.
Context: initially I wasn't a fan of blowjobs. it felt surreal. but I then developed a kink for degradation/humiliation.( I hate the irony ). so ig i welcome the concept of bjs rn.
Point is, I read detailed descriptions of blowjobs from both male and female POV and apparently both the guys and US like it?
I always thought of it as a pleasing ritual. smth for them to assert dominance. I liked that idea better tbh. but after that recent realization, I am INVESTED. hence why I started practising my deepthroats for two reasons.
1. to see if I like it
2. so I can practise

Conclusion: I didnt necessarily like it but saliva dripping down my mouth made me feel like a slut so ig i did like it.

Why do I overthink things

 

[Aaditya_]

once you get in degradation fantasy there is no going back, and blowjob is indeed a degradation, like you are on your knees and he is holding your head and slowly thursting his dick deep in your mouth, though i can tell you.. it's not a physical pleasure when you do it in real life ( as it makes you gag.. sometimes make you feel like puking ) but it's a psychological pleasure.. as for some reason girls like getting dominated, sometimes degraded.

you'll like the thought of a blowjob more than the actual blowjob, but i guess if you keep practicing and control your gag reflex it'll be hotter in real life too

 

[uvula]

I dont have gag reflex for some reason. dw. pretty sure I was born without it. takes the fun out of it

 

[Aaditya_]

you're born with natural slut talents then, enjoyy your degradation fantasy, i've had a girl who didn't have gag reflex, it's so hot to fuck the mouth